I might send in app, but I not sure if I really should, I highly doubt I best candidate.
Remember what I told you by Chat; if you apply for a Staff possition, even if you don't get it, you showed a big interest that will be counted on the votes for the next application you send. If you would like to be a BM, even if the chances are low (you don't know, you don't even know who sent the other applications!), take a chance.