Off topic, but whatever...
I didn't understand most of it, but what I did get was "Math and science is so awesome but nobody wants to research it!"
Meh, that's not all of it. The main thing is that almost all humans (excluding myself, which was why I lost hope in most humans) are corrupted by greed. You can't do anything without money, and most humans just want as much money as possible. At the rate we're going, humans are eventually going to destroy each other over money. Also, nothing lasts forever, and everything is meaningless after death; when humans destroy each other over money, all the material wealth they've gathered becomes meaningless, which means that humans will destroy each other for
nothing.
The world is putrid, corrupt, mundane, stagnant, and absolutely hopeless. It disgusts me. But of course, I'm an oddity among all the other "normal" humans: I don't have the slightest interest in material wealth, but I want knowledge simply for the sake of knowledge; I want to know why the universe behaves the way it behaves, even though this knowledge has no practical use. I just hate how the entire human race is blinded by greed and selfishness. I never had much hope in humans, but as of this Friday the tiny bit of hope I had officially shattered into bits and pieces.
Whatever, that's just my real life persona ranting. I have at least six distinct personas in my psyche. My "central" persona is depressed, but that won't really affect my internet persona too much.