After the final I felt bad because of my abuse of the "waiting" system. It haven't felt success,
accomplishment. Jen was really nice, telling me it didn't matter, and I saw that there were other finals with really
long waiting times, but still... it didn't feel alright. It became worse when I saw my error when editing my post
with decks. I immediately told Jen, and posted the stuff. Now I still sit, and don't feel like a Master. I know that
one of my decks wasn't legal. You cannot earn a Mastership like that. Everyone is acting really nice, but be honest
guys: would it turned out the same 5 years earlier? Huge dramas would have erupted if someone gets
a Mastership like this. If I get the medal, every time I look on my profile I will think: YOU ARE NOT A MASTER
OF ENTROPY. Minuscule error or not. I don't know if I will have the opportunity to ever prove that I'm worthy of any crown.
I know that I'm a mediocre player, but something inside me drives me to prove that I can be better, and I can
beat players who can speedbuild a better deck while I struggle with the same for 30 mins despite my intelligence.
Looks like I don't have a programmer's mind.
But enough of the meandering. Currently
has only one Master and he is called
iancudorinmarian.
Maybe I'll try next time again.