...and, above all, sorry.
I've had several (and serious) troubles in real life, that took me away from elements.
I know this is not a valid excuse, I had a very bad behavior, but really, I could not write you sooner.
I just wanna say sorry to all of you, you were a really great team.
I hope you give me a chance to recover from my mistakes.
Sincerely, Spike.
PS: I missed you.