Noob, you've got to be kidding me.
It seriously annoys me that you are disappointed in us, even though suicide was actually our best option. You don't know our vault.
Even though you don't know the circumstances, you still make offensive conjectures about our choices. You say that you're "disappointed in us," but you don't know the options we had.
And aether "riding from this match to first place" is an extreme exaggeration. We would've lost to aether even if we had not played a suicide deck.
Please stop frowning upon our decisions when you have less information to base those decisions upon than us.