Your color break down is black x2 white x2 blue x3 red x2 and yellow.
Huh? Where did I get 3 blues? I have black, red, yellow, white, blue, white, black, red+blue, so I only have 2 blues.
Here is my psychoanalysis on myself:
My personality is divided into six (I know I said seven before, but I changed my mind) distinct components, or personas. I gave each of them their own names own names to keep track of them. They each have a theme color.
My ego is composed of four parts, corresponding to each of the four temperaments (
http://www.fighunter.com/?page=temperaments):
Solaris is the sanguine/phlegmatic part of my personality. He is sociable and enjoys the company of others. He is kind and caring, believing that if we are nice and care about each other, then all of us will be happy. He is optimistic and has an idealized view of the world, believing in the existence of fundamental goodness, altruism, and love.
Deimos is the phlegmatic/melancholic part of my personality. He is best described as a hurt and frightened child who desperately wants to run away from everything. Any and all forms of negative response will hurt him deeply, even if the said negative response has no malevolent intent behind it. I try my hardest to hide away and destroy this part of me, but to no avail.
Eclipsis is the melancholic/choleric part of my personality. He is the exact opposite of Solaris, a jaded cynic and pessimist who has no hope in the world. He thinks existence is utterly meaningless, since everything will eventually end. He thinks all humans are selfish, greedy, and evil in general, and does not trust anyone. He believes that trust is a weakness that will allow others to take advantage of him.
Phaeus is the choleric/sanguine part of my personality. He is extremely proud and egotistic, believing himself to be the most intelligent person in existence. He feels utter disdain toward people with average intelligence, and enjoys showing off and proving his superiority to them. He has delusions of grandeur, thinking that he will become a physicist more famous than Einstein in the future.
Collectively, the four personas above can be seen as this: Deimos is the vulnerable core in the center of my personality. Eclipsis is the cold, hard shell erected by Deimos to protect itself. Solaris is the hope Deimos has that someone will not hurt him. Phaeus is the weapon Deimos uses to strike out at others, so that they will be dissuaded from hurting him. Currently, in my depressed state, Eclipsis is the dominant part of my personality.
Logius represents my superego. He is pure logic, without a hint of emotion and sentimentality. He seeks to find mathematically simple and elegant solutions in everything. He believes that determinism is the absolute law that governs all reality. He thinks that humans are nothing but automated machines, and he refuses to accept any form of spirituality that defies logic.
Khaos represents my id. He is greed, selfishness, and my other biological instincts. All my other personas define him as evil, and the world would be a twisted place indeed if he is given absolute power. He is the side that I never allow anyone to see, so I will not elaborate on him any further.
This is the most accurate model of myself that I can think of. It's extremely messed up, because I'm just an extremely messed up person. Now you understand why my favorite colors are red, yellow, blue, purple, white, and black. Your analysis of me are pretty accurate: I do have great internal struggles, and I'm pretty easy to anger though I may not show it. However, I can hardly imagine myself as a wartime general, since Deimos makes me too nervous to lead an army into war.
