Guys, he was pretty much past this already. There's no need to keep bumping this thread. I know I'm bumping this myself by posting, but -just let this die unless he decides otherwise.- As he said at the top of this page:
It just brings up bad memories that I don't like to think about. That's good advice, but overall your posting here did more harm than good to me.
@Beef - If you think you're getting over it, then you should probably lock this thread. You seemed to be doing fine enough and digging up this stuff is just bad for your health. Also, internet weekends are fun. Skype calls, skype calls everywhere.