i thought my life would change for the better once i get a job.
but apparently, on saturday and sundays when im not working,
im just surfing random forums that gives me attention.
my real life friends are all kinda busy with their work,
playing with girlfriends.
im just staying all day in house,
tired, watching anime, youtube music, movies. etc.
masturbating then back to forums.
my siblings dun stay at home and happily hanging out late
with his new friends, he just joined university.
in my fast paced country,
talking at work is usually difficult,
the manager will give you more jobs
when he sees you are free.
i dun feel lonely,
but i feel like im headed towards in a wrong direction.