I'm not losing intentionally, and I do genuinely care about every game.
I just really, really overthink things, is all.
Really, really, really, really overthink things.
In the case of Crockett's, like I said, when it comes to filling up the board until someone has to play on a tile that'll cause the opponent to win, and I would have to at that point, then I have to rely on his stupidity to win at that point, which is really just not a nice way to play the game. Best to just end it there and move on.
The hilarious thing is I have an ongoing 74 streak of this game at school. Then again, games are a lot faster there, which means I can't overthink. Maybe if I just limit my decision making onto three seonds and cut down on all the fancy elaborate plays that I do.
That says a lot about the quality of people at my school. :/