if people want to be obtuse and ignore the claim i've made then i have no justification left
Your claim means pretty much nothing, to be fair.
Nothing you've done screams pro-town. Lots of appeal to emotion and passive aggression and little substance. The last post you made that truly added value to town was arguably three days ago. You had roughly 24 hours where the vote was close that you could have attempted to swing it and you didn't, and you've shown you don't really care if you die.
So naturally I'm going to give you an out.
worldwideweb (3) - rob77dp, iancudorinmarian, UTAlan
Solaris (4) - killsdazombies, JonathanCrazyJ, Coffeeditto, worldwideweb3
rob77dp (3) - Solaris, Lunaris, ddevans96
DoubleCapitals (1) - Submachine
Here's the deal. You have until EOD to be productive to town or my vote's moving back to you. Push discussion against either rob or www3 (the latter would be easier but the former is where you vote lies currently) and attempt to keep yourself alive.