First off, despite there being 49 pages, I doubt you can deduce the exact mafia team from just the D1/N1 posts. Secondly, admitting you are playing a personal game seems somewhat strange, since it sounds like you are trying to better yourself rather than bettering your team.
Also, players not reading the thread are definitely not going to be able to "deduce the...mafia team". Second, on re-read this rings as if you are NOT approaching the game from a solo-standpoint -- do you have teammates right now?
My implications were that you do not seem to be trying to better town, you are instead trying to better yourself. Even if you don't know who they are, you have teammates. From my eyes, you are not trying to help your team get ahead, you are trying to help yourself get ahead and hope that others follow you.
For reference (and depending on playstyles), scum are most dissociated from their team, as to not raise suspicion on their team if they were to die. On the flip side, they can get close to people who they know are town as to throw shade on them, if they were to die, but that is mostly irrelevant in this case.
Mafia is somewhat a social game. People can't all play their own game with their teamwork being in the form of "we have come to a mutual agreement that this guy is more scummy than the other people playing this game." That's not how mafia is won.