You know, when I first joined, I thought this was the most wonderful place ever. It was a place to escape to, be free from all burdens of the real world. So that means I thank you all, for helping me to shoulder my burden, even though you may not have felt it.
On another hand, I understand that I've angered people on more than one occasion. I've even driven someone to hatred, as misaligned the hatred is though. Since from the blowout with Higurashi, I was reflecting on myself a bit more. I noticed that if I personally took the time to understand myself whenever I was happy or sad, or angry, or morose, I would be able to learn from that. When I first came back, I started with an apology. I didn't need a brand new start, just to let the water under the bridge as the idiom goes. I learned to be more aware of myself, and to say the right things at the right time. But with this ability, came the reverse. I had to learn to be more aware of my surroundings, and to listen, even if it would cost me something. So, I do not regret being mean to Higurashi. I regret not figuring this trick out before.
So, with this ending, I leave you four things.
A notice, to say I will not be gone forever. I will only be missing when there is no other choice.
A thank you, for helping me through a small patch of the life of the world.
An apology for those I've wronged, and if any have wronged me, I forgive them.
And a farewell.
