Last Wish

[skyironsword]

Regardless, you shouldn't call someone autistic/stupid. Additionally, your attitude in chat has been negative as of recent, and we haven't forgot the incident with ZP

"I've warned her before, so treat this as her last warning considering it's only gotten worse." was posted August 2015. I posted the incident of you abusing Arum, and Marisa told me to perma you.

Your attitude has proven to be a negative influence on chat, recently, towards others and myself.

TL;DR: Sky's abusive behaviors have been warned in the past, and her recent experiences with Arum have proven to be less than positive. It has been stated that the previous incident was her last chance.

Today, I was permanently banned from Elements chat. Unlike the other people who were banned today, it was not due to a glitch with blab, but rather on request of Higurashi herself.

I am obviously not banned from the forums. However, without the chat, what little happiness I could find in the withering community will no longer exist.

I have no excuse for my behavior. My disagreements with various members of the community should never have culminated in personal insults. My negativity is a result of recognizing the atrocities that many experience on a daily basis. Because of it, I became one of those atrocities myself.

RS2 is not canceled and will continue on a normal schedule. Please ask any questions you have pertaining to the game in the thread or in my PM box. I am also not withdrawing from Brawl, though this only affects Dawn.

Other than those two events, I will no longer be part of the community, as I am sure some of you have been hoping for. If you ever feel the need to contact me outside of forum event reasons, my email can be found on my forum profile.

Lastly, there are a few people I would like to thank.

Dm will never read this, but I took much of my personality from yours. Unfortunately, I did not inherit your restraint, resulting in my untimely ban.

Dawn, you are an excellent person and a great friend. Smarter than you look, even though you look pretty smart already.

Sko, you surprised me with how much we had in common despite your relative quietness. You will be missed.

To Physsion, Evans, and Link: Thank you for not hating me. We had a common goal, whether or not you realized it.

And lastly, to Submachine and MeowMeowCat: I'm sorry. I hope we'll meet again someday. Maybe we can even be friends again.

Have a nice life, all eight of you.

Everyone, could you grant a girl her last wish? The next time you see someone you hate, see if you can make them smile.

[Arum]

I'm possibly the last person you want to hear anything from, as I am the one who lead to your ban, but I do have a few things I would like to say to you.

First off, I like you. I really do, even though you hurt my feelings, even though you affected me in reality. It's a hard thing to do, affect someone's life through a screen, but you did it. Regardless, while what you said was very callous and degrading, you were, are, a good person, still someone I would like to become friends with.

I wished this ended a different way, with you just cooling off your insults. I do admit that I was collecting your general rude behaviour towards me, and I was indeed going to show it to the public until I was contacted by a moderator, but it was only in the express purpose of hurting you as much as you have hurt me. If I had let myself imagine, I could probably have conceived that it was going to lead you to be banned, but that was never my intention.And at this point, your hatred for me is justified, I suppose.

I wish you luck on your next exploits, and hope to find you around the forums a long time from now.

And I hope, someday, I'll make you smile.

[Zyardran]

Damn...
I may not have known you very well, but you seemed ok in chat. I hope you enjoy real life.

[DoubleCapitals]

Kitten doesn't have the required postcount so I'm doing it on her behalf.

"It's sad to see you go; I enjoyed the few short talks we've had,"



I have some things to say actually, myself. To be fair, I thought of you as an okay guy. Like most other people, I don't tend to judge people a lot. I don't... think I recall myself thinking of you negatively. Maybe it's just my naivety/ignorance, maybe it's just because you never offended me personally. Nevertheless, if you don't mind, I sought out the circumstances around your ban, which I probably have overlooked in the past. From an objective standpoint, your ban is justified, I'm glad you acknowledge that. While I would have hoped that you decided to be remorseful before it was too late, like shattered glass, there is no use harping on what has been done. Take what has happened and improve yourself. Move forward, and I wish you the best wherever you roam next. Lastly I guess I'm glad you decided to honor your commitment in RS2 and Brawl, a nice gesture. Admittedly it would not entirely erase what has been done, but your last step on these parts will be a positive one also ermahgodsorryforthislongasspost

[Solaris]

Sorry to be the one to flip the switch, but as you recognized in your post, it was necessary.

I apologize for any hard feelings. I think you have me added on Kongregate, so you can inbox me there.

Good luck in your future endeavors.

[CleanOnion]

I never really knew you prior to RS2 and can't really say I know you now, but... damn.
Thank you for sticking around for RS2 and Brawl.
I hope you find joy elsewhere <3

[dracomageat]

And I hope, someday, I'll make you smile.

Way to be passive agressive :p.

[Aves]

I didn't really know you, but it's a shame to see another one go, regardless of whatever disagreements might have happened. You will be remembered for your contribution to the community, all the time and effort you've put into forum games, brawl, and other elemental pursuits.

I believe it a mark of wisdom and strength to admit one's own faults and mistakes.  Farewell, and best of luck in whatever endeavors you choose next.

[treebeard xiii]

So long sis i know we haven't chatted much lately and honestly i didn't know you were going this way but I will remeber our many matches on orbs (even if you royally destroyed me countless times) and our occasional chats in here hope life carries somewhere you can feel as welcome as you did here.

[iancudorinmarian]

To be fair, I thought of you as an okay guy.

sky is a girl.

Anyway, I'm not good at writing, I don't know exactly what happened.

You were an ok person overall, I'd say. Good luck from here on out

[ddevans96]

Take care out there.

[iDaire]

Didn't read this until a later time. This is unfortunate. I would like you to know that I did enjoy talking to you those few short times that I did, whether it was as iDaire or as deathreign3 (deathreign2. Whatever my username was). You also were the person who introduced me to anime by simply telling me to watch Angel Beats, which I'll never forget. While you may not regard it as anything that big, anime has become a rather major part of my life right now and if you hadn't of told me about it, I probably would never have started watching anime and as such, wouldn't be where I am today. So thanks sis. Goodbye. Hopefully your life will become better and the forums won't be the only part that helps it do that.