Failures? I disagree with that.
You've been, and hope you still will be, a great part of this community. Even if i don't really know you all that much, i know this. At first i saw you just as a spamming troll, i will admit, but as time passed, you seemed to make greater and greater posts, and you've become one of us. In this big family.
Sometimes what you think are great card ideas arent the same for others. I know, I'Ve made a few and only one got through crucible, same as you.
I will admit i never go on the wiki myself, but I've been on kongregate lately, and people always link your tutorial. There are many tutorials out there, but yours is the one being linked.
You made it to the finals in fire trials. When, i would say everybody but in fact i dont know for others, for me, you were the '' least favorited '' , the least likely to make it through. yet you surprised in phase 2.
Everybody makes mistakes, me included, and sometimes looking down onto yourself seems like the right thing to do. But know that you did much more good than bad, and that if you are to leave, you will be missed.
And you know, there are still forum games, like that oh-so-amazing F&H
Ofcourse, i cannot decide for you, and if you've made your mind on leaving then so be it, but make sure to come back someday. Whether it be in 2 months or in a year. People will still know your name, because you left a mark in this community.
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