I didn't think this made sense in the "Introduce Yourself" forum, and I didn't think it belonged here either. But seeing as how I never said goodbye in the first place, idk, maybe it makes sense here.
This thread basically exists to say "Hello all, I'm sorry I dropped out of reality a few months back without warning or saying anything." Not that it really matters, I never did much around here. But to the participants of the Darkness Trials and Darkness guild, I apologize for wasting your time and disappointing you all.
Somewhere around June I got hit with a bit of depression. No, that might not be entirely accurate, it might have been before, even around war's end. But June's when I really started to feel it. And for...Not any real reason either. I was just unhappy. I stopped attending classes, stopped caring about work, and was generally a sulky child instead of the mature young adult that I am. Anything that resembled responsibility became the bane of my very being.
This game was one of those responsibilities. A responsibility based on a children's video ccg no less. I cut it out of my life. And honestly with no regret either. I needed to focus on more important things, and this was a drain on my time, emotions, and priorities. It became a stressful daily requirement of me rather than a past time I enjoyed whenever I had any down time.
Now I'm not saying I'm back. I'm not saying I'm gone forever. I'm not certain I'll even play the game again. Even if I do, I think it'd be best if I steered clear of any responsibility or long term PvP events. I've already screwed over several people in that aspect of this community.
But the fact remains that I'm very bored and would like to play some forum games if you fine folks would have me.
kthxbai.
