Two things:
1. Unfortunately, with grand total of ~half of a year, I have to leave. I just can't take it anymore. Don't get me wrong, people here are the nicest people I knew for last months, but my life is just too depressed. Those I trusted either left me, showed to me they think of me as a piece of garbage or straight up tried to kill me. And even though I found some sort of shelter here, I couldn't hide here forever.
Basically, all people around me always were telling me I was nothing but a failure. And the last year was when I finally gave up and finally agreed with them. I ended up believing in my own uselessness and whatnot to the point where I couldn't perform a simplest task without being a failure. I tried to fight it, I really, really tried. But it just didn't matter. Nothing ever mattered.
That being said, I gotta thank you, guys. If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't even survive until the Halloween of '16. You really are wonderful and I feel happy that before I commit the thing I'm planning to, I gotta meet you all. Each and everyone of you, thank you from the bottom of my depressed heart.
It's the last post I'm gonna write. Tomorrow I'll be gone. Gone for good. No more DoctorC and no more failures that always occur with us.
2. The very last FG, Drekuth, is up. Give it a look.
It was nice meeting you all. Good bye.