I've loved this game and community for years, I always thought I'd never make a farewell thread because this would prevent me from ever coming back, just out of self-respect, and I really didn't want that.
So I'll make one just to make sure it'll keep me away.
I've met fantastic people here, some that have migrated to my private life, I love you bripod, Discord, Odii Odsen, you are wonderful people, I'm happy to count you amongst my friends and you don't need more attention here, we will go on meeting up and communicating.
vagman13, you're an amazing guy, you can have my personal details whenever you want to, just ask one of the previously mentionned people, I'd be happy to stay in contact.
dragonsdemesne, fuck, mate, I will miss you, keep on playing.
Higurashi, I'm very sorry we'll never get to do a team event together, I was really looking forward to this. We've known each other half-assedly since I got here but in spite of many things I may have criticised about you, I always had a weak spot for you and I actually like you (no hetero
), I wish you all the best.
Jean1/4, désolé.
Solaris, again, sorry for stealing your title over nothing, if I had known WM's would fuck up that much, I'd never have trialled in the first place.
There are quite a few people here I like and forgot to mention, sorry to all of you, but I think I was always pretty clear with my affections and if I generally spoke to you or greeted you, it means I liked you, I don't speak to everyone.
It may seem that I leave because I didn't get my way regarding War timing.
I was very angry at first and threw this at Dm in a pm, which blew everything out of proportion.
I say "fuck you" ten times a day, it just means I'm angry, it doesn't actually mean I want to do that.
I did not get a single response to my posts and personal messages from WMs for quite a while regarding my concerns about the War timing before being told "Sorry mate, no War for you, no hard feelings."
Luckily, all that time, all my "friends" agreed with me about my concerns, supported me in personal messages. However, not a single one confirmed that support with a post, your pm's don't help, only I can read them, it's actions, not words that count.
I appointed Discord, because she deserved it, because she's one of the people here really passionate about this game, and because she was one of the choices that would piss people off, my second choice would have been Dm, for the same reasons.
Then pettiness unravelled, all that accompanied by the silence of the WMs, who let the hate campaign happen without communicating, letting doubt linger until the end.
I came back for War, I hadn't missed one since 2011, I enjoyed doing events again but right now, I either stay here and puke on a good part of you, or I just leave.
A special shout-out to Dm, whom I had learned to love over the years in spite of my initial aversion, and who told me many personal things about himself before making a pm I wrote in anger public, putting me and Discord in a very awkward situation, thank you, you taught me not to trust so easliy any more.
